tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243736248587724958.post3781768187070503700..comments2023-05-06T19:00:32.729+09:30Comments on Life On Meth - by an almost 15 year meth addict: 2010 FROM SAM TO SANE!!!xo lilly (my meth diaries)http://www.blogger.com/profile/13648835134086783465noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6243736248587724958.post-1800980849767985942011-08-20T17:12:50.751+09:302011-08-20T17:12:50.751+09:30Geez! I know what you mean... I mean why is it I ...Geez! I know what you mean... I mean why is it I always swoon for the guys who are dicks and who don't really give me what I'm hoping/looking for? (I'm looking for crazy stuff too - like loyalty, honesty..... I ask for a LOT apparently.) <br> There's this guy, Gary - who I found out <b>after</b> we'd already slept together and had been hanging out and getting high together for a while that he wasn't actually divorced, but just separated... The way I found this out of course is when his wife and he attempted to reconcile. (A period during which he avoided me completely for like a month) ANYWAY, I thought about him many times the whole time I was in prison (year and a half) but when I got out I decided that it was in my best interest NOT to try to track him down. Well then of course, HE tracked ME down....and ever since then he's popped in and out of my life at various times... (in fact just last night got a call from him after nothing for 2 months)... I know there's nothing to him and that nothing will come of "us" but I'm still not quite willing to cut him out of my life completely yet.......Pretty silly on my part - especially since I <b>know</b> how silly it is. (Anyway sorry for writing such a long novel of a comment here!)<br /> -Random Girl :)<br /> <a href="me-and-meth.blogspot.com" rel="nofollow">Meth And Me; Diary Of A Tweaker</a>Random Girlhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/07445404731677902278noreply@blogger.com