When Fucking Becomes Dating

When Fucking Becomes Dating

Sunday morning, just woke up and decided to get a quick post in before the guy i been seeing wakes up. I've posted before about my feelings on sex and dating. things have ben going so well with my internet hookup but being one who really questions relationships its hard to just let go when it usually becomes painful and messy when its over.
since we started fucking we usually been catching up once a week. maybe an extra night if possible. so far this week its been 3 times. cant complain about any of the sex or time we've spent together. he doesn't take meth but also doesn't have a problem with who i am as i was honest from the first conversation we had.
last night he suggested we should go out for tea again so i guess that means its heading towards being more than a sex based relationship. I'm happy about it. i don't seem to be getting my usual trapped feeling which often shows up at this point. wish me luck.
on another topic, the other night on a usual bender i heard lots of really loud banging noises outside my house and went to investigate. stupidly, because as i stepped out my front door i saw a large group of young guys walking down my street causing trouble. one was in the process of running and jumping onto the bonnet of my car, then onto the roof crushing it. in my usual style i yelled out "GET THE FUCK OFF MY CAR!"
3 of the group of 7 men looked at me and it looked like they were about to run off when suddenly they rushed at me and i ran to my front door and with my brother and his mate's help i was about 2 cms from being got. they then fly kicked my screen door smashing it in and ran off.
i wont say what country these men were from as I'm not a racist person and i 100% believe in immigration and giving asylum to anyone who needs it without locking them in detention for being here illegally, but this particular group are one of many recently accepted in mass amounts to escape unimaginable horrors in their own country. they need to understand that most of my country support refugees and the small amount who are racist doesn't make it right for them to cause trouble because it reflects badly on the refugees who genuinely want to be here and are doing the right thing to fit in with aussies. in the worst of similar incidents with these people since they came here. it has resulted in the victims being raped and shanked just for protecting what is theirs. they knew ii was a young female and i was just telling them to not jump on my car and vandalise my property but were still prepared to assault me. all up about 10 cars on two streets had crushed roofs and dents the next morning, made in a couple minutes by drunk idiots.
its almost lunchtime and i need to get on so I'm going to end now.
xo Lilly