and the day has arrived...the one we been waiting for!! anyone want to guess. first prize is a much needed dose of SNAP OUT OF IT.
HE'S OUT ON PAROLE AGAIN....AND THE OUTCOME OF HIS LATEST VISIT TO 4 CONCRETE WALLS AND BARS HOTEL.
THE QUESTION: IS HE REHABILITATED AND READY FOR SOCIETY?
THE ANSWER: HELL NO!!!
the funny thing is when i saw his name come up on the caller id of my phone... i didn't answer on the first ring like i would of in the past.
i went back to sleep. then the text messages started to arrive, full of false compliments and indirect snooping into my current dealings and associates.
when i started this blog a couple months ago i finally had a chance to re live the last years of my life and i realised how much of a doormat i became. not just to him but to most of my ex's. i felt sick about how i lowered my standards and didn't believe i deserved better. but its finally in perspective and i think its going to be quite a shock when they realise the Lilly they were consuming doesn't exist anymore and the desire i have to topple each of them is fuelling my journey above even what i thought i could ever be!
AND IM FUCKING LOVING EVERY STUNNED LOOK AND THE SILENCE THAT FOLLOWS WHEN THEY REALISE I JUST TOLD THEM TO FUCKOFF!!!
1 comment:
Hooray Lilly! Good for you! I hope you're able to stay strong. Don't let yourself get sucked back in and DON'T lower your standards for ANYBODY!!
"The minute you settle for less than you deserve, you get even less than you settled for"
--Maureen Dowd
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