to all my loyal readers

my bloke paid me a surprise visit last night and gave me exactly what i needed. after all the drugs i had on the weekend i still was settled enough to sleep for a few hours. its 957 am on Sunday where i live. another weekend gone and another school week looming. I'm getting used to this boyfriend thing. even though we have not stated it is an exclusive relationship I'm treating it as one. I'm happier than I've been in a long time and i don't feel trapped like i usually do when i commit to something. my blog is beginning to get more traffic. my stat list shows viewing in about 10 countries now. UK, US, Australia, Hong Kong, Germany, Russia, Dominican republic, China, Israel, and Pakistan id greatly appreciate if my readers would leave comments and become members of my blog if possible. just so i know who you are and what you want to read about on here. my life is so filled with drama and weird situations each day that its so hard to know what your wanting to read about. There's so much to talk about.... there's the deals, the deals gone wrong, my love life, my sex life, my family life, my mixed up weird on drug/off drug/coming down emotions, my drug usage and the off tap ranting's in between. thank you for reading as usual. i may have more to add later on today, but ill wait till my guy leaves as i don't yet let him read my blog. i treat it as a diary so its weird to have someone reading about themselves incase they get offended or weirded out xoxo Lilly